manifesting chaos

a fag in the city. white trash by nature. adventures with 40s and some weed. recreate. imbibe. read me.

4.25.2008

the science of...

love is keeping me sane right now.

4.22.2008

we told each other

he told me his darkest
i told him some of mine
things got cut off, as they happen
i call you your name, you call me mine

3.20.2008

politics after my own heart

3.15.2008

he loves me

and i love him unconditionally.
i'll be there always for him.
i've never loved like this before.

3.12.2008

thirty

it's been a good six months into my thirties.
a life changing six months that i needed, it quenched a long standing thirst.
this is my time to grow. this is my nirvana.
i keep catching myself wondering why i didn't do something like this sooner in my life and i realize there was learning and growing i needed to do in los angeles in order to get to this point, i also have realized that growing is rough. it's painful, like getting a tattoo. you know you want it, you know you will do it, it feels good but you are close to the threshold.
i forgot how wonderful it is to push my own boundaries.
life is good, it really is.

3.10.2008

drinkgasm #1

homemade mulled wine
crockpot courtesy of the inlaws
scrump-dog

2.28.2008

word of the day courtesy of gawker

lesbadoodle.
discuss amongst yourself.
thank you, gawker, thank you.